Not That Grown Up Yet

Assalamualaikum

  

   Okay so Along Mel kawin last saturday and Mel ajak kitorang jadi bridesmaids. So some of us jadi bridesmaids but not me since I thought the bridesmaid title doesnt really suit me hmm I mean macam bridesmaids kan macam orang yg kiut miut centu which is obviously not me =.='

Could you believe these gorgeous bridesmaids
are my friendsssss >.<

   Teha, Miera, Reja, Iera, Fieza, Iha, Mielin, Mel semua jadi bridesmaids and I was afraid that nanti I'm all alone makan sorang sorang, pathetic isnt it? Nasib baik lah dpt convinced kan WaniSu untuk follow sekali and Fieza pun bawak kembar dia sekali, Fiera, so kami bertiga laa #teambukanbridesmaids for that day. 

   So around 10 am lagi kitorg dah terpacak dekat rumah Mel. Datang awal of course lah photoshoot dulu dgn bridesmaids. Then around 11 am centu dah makan makan dgn bridesmaids before guests sampai. Okay so here's the point, do you know the feeling pegi majlis kawin orang without umi abah? It was like, "WOWW, AKU DAH BESAR WOIII!" This is the first time ever pergi wedding orang dgn kawan kawan and I feel so tua already phewww ~

Test pelamin orang, pelamin sendiri belum
tentu dapat rasa 

   Okay so after that, bridesmaids dah mula sibuk and we the #teambukanbridesmaids mula rasa awkward since

   1) we are not the family member of the bride so it feels super weird to lepak lama lama kat situ

   2) all the bridesmaids pakai seragam so obviously we are #teambukanbridesmaids so it feels super weird again untuk join bridesmaids jadi usher

   3) nak gerak balik rumah dulu pun tak boleh since fiera kena tunggu fieza finish her bridesmaid's duty first

So at last, we decided to go to One Utama. Saja jalan window shopping and petang nnti pegi rumah mel balik to say goodbye to #teambridesmaids. Luckily kitorg ada Fiera yg boleh drive, kalau tak mengelamun je laa kitorang kat wedding along Mel tu. And because of the window shopping, we did missed #teamGENESIS mini gathering that afternoon but it's okay, there will always be next time.

#teambukanbridesmaids

   Okay so back to the grown up topic, sometimes I do feel like a grown up but of course I wish I'm not. You know those little things macam when you hangout dengan kawan kawan and you start to notice how prettier they have been bila dah habis sekolah. And bila ramai your peers ada yang dah kawin siap dah anak dah pun. And bila you start to think how to make money ( I even google how to make money in malaysia =.=' ). And bila you start to watch Bella talkshow on NTV7 ( my fav talkshow at the moment ). And when you suddenly start bebel like your mom ( I started to sound like umi lately >_< )You know all those things make me feel like a grown up. I'm currently 19 and next year 2 will be my first digit and of course I'm not ready for that. I wouldnt feel like a teenager anymore without the 'teen' in my age goshhhh.

  But the hakikat is, I'm not that grown up yet. Being a grown up is lot more serious than what I thought it would be. The #sayazahra issue proves it. But being a grown up or not, the maturity that matter. I mean critical thinking is crucial in order to survive nowadays right? Okay so while I'm still young and free, I should enjoy this stage to the max, in the right way, and you should too ;)

   

not that grown up yet,

ANATI

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THANK YOU READERS :)

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